The
banker who financed Wesley's charitable actions
Odilon
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Odilon Massolar Chaves is a
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Table of Contents
· Introduction
· Who was Ebenezer Blackwell
· Your resolve has been shaken a bit here
· We have not yet found a place that will serve
us to build
· Our number of patients here increases every
day
· They will tell an abundance of things, good
or bad, about the Company
· A great and effective door is open now
· I believe sometimes you've found a little bit
of that
· Don't speak a word against opinions of any
kind
· I received the second bill of exchange
· God taught both Mrs. Blackwell and you
· They tend to hinder their waiting for God
· A clear proof of a Providence that overlaps
· The money you left in my hands was
distributed as follows
· A daring beggar
· If you never deny me anything makes me ask
for more and more
· If we only want to help each other
· Those who would have a share of the money
disposed by Mr. Butterfield
· After payment of our printer bills
· If you always had one or two faithful friends
around
· I wish you could convince our friend
· However, the warning is always friendly and
always appropriate
· The Greatest Instruments of God's Hands for
My Recovery So Far
· I know that both Mrs. Blackwell and you
desire to please God in all things
· But I can't submit to her arbitration
· Experience confirms his advice in both
directions
· So deep is the wisdom of God
· Making professions does not belong to me
· Both candidates were equally acceptable to
Her Majesty
· Last night I wished all men were free
· Everyone here is as safe as if they were
already in paradise
· Your freedom is the best proof of your
friendship
· The humanity you have shown
· I hope your lameness is over
· I hope there are some like that in the
English Army
· It's been a long time since I saw or heard
anything about you
· It is an indescribable blessing that you
continue with your face turned to heaven.
· Inform me whether 'Mr. Blackwell, an eminent
banker, died at his house in Lewisham or not.'
·
My brother informs me
that you have been so seriously ill that your life was almost unexpected
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Introduction
"The
Banker Who Financed Wesley's Charitable Actions" is a book based on
Wesley's letters to Ebenezer Blackwell.
Ebenezer Blackwell
was a banker who became a partner in Martin's
Bank in 1731.
He helped
Wesley and the Methodists on several occasions. In 1748, Wesley wrote to him
and said of a building money: "DEAR LORD,-- I have received the second
bill of exchange which you have been kind enough to send by Saturday mail. As
we do not intend to build immediately..." [1]
The money helped many
poor and needy people. Writing to Ebenezer Blackwell in 1751, Wesley gave an
account to him: "DEAR LORD, -- The money you have left in my hands has
been distributed as follows:
(...) Another poor
woman, almost naked. 0 10 0; For John Edger, a poor weaver, unemployed. 0 5 0
To Lucy Jones, a poor orphan . . . 0 2 0 For a poor family, for food and fuel.
. 0 5 0 To Christopher Brown, out of business. 0 2 6 To an old woman in great distress.
0 2 6
Distributed among
several sick families. 0 10 0”. [2]
There was a lot of
trust and freedom between the two. In 1759, Wesley wrote to him and said:
"You never spoke to me with so much freedom as I pleased. Your freedom is
the best proof of your friendship." [3]
Ebenezer Blackwell
was not a Methodist, but he was sympathetic to the movement and was a friend of
Charles and John Wesley.
The Author
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Who
was Ebenezer Blackwell
Ebenezer
Blackwell (1731-1782) was born in Tewkesbury, England. He
became a partner of Martin's Bank, Lombard Street, London, in 1731.
"After
the death of his first wife, Elizabeth (née Mowland), in 1772, he married in
the same year Mary Eden (DN59),
daughter of Martha Lowth and Robert Eden, D.D., archdeacon at Winchester, and
niece of Robert Lowth (1741–1787), bishop of London, and of his brother William
Lowth (1730–1797), vicar of St Mary's Church,
Lewisham". [4]
Ebenezer
Blackwell was a close friend of Charles Wesley, "whom he first met in
1739, and whose charitable initiatives he supported financially. Wesley often
stayed with Blackwell at his house in Lewisham."[5]
Ebenezer Blackwell
lived in 'The Limes' on Lewisham High Street. He was treasurer of St. Mary's
Church at the time of reconstruction, between 1774 and 1777.
"He and his wife
Elizabeth also frequently hosted Wesley at 'The Limes'. Charles' affection for
the Blackwells is evident in the extensive funeral hymns he wrote for both.
Elizabeth Blackwell
died on 27 March 1772, and the funeral service was performed by John Wesley.
"Charles Wesley
expressed his deep grief and affection for her by composing an extensive and
moving funeral hymn divided into several parts (Hymns for Elizabeth
Blackwell's Death)." [6]
Ebenezer Blackwell
was one of John Wesley's most trusted friends as early as 1739. Blackwell
helped fund many of Wesley's charitable efforts."[7]
Details about his
life:
- "Financial support: The banker donated a lot of money to orphanages and chapels, being one of the first trustees of historic Wesley's Chapel.
- Spiritual refuge: Blackwell's
country house, called The Limes, in Lewisham, was one of John
Wesley's favorite places to rest and write his sermons.
- Fun fact: As a Christian, he had a habit of placing bets on political and social events, something Wesley tried to correct in his letters."[8]
Key
Card Details
"Health updates: Wesley frequently updated Blackwell on his physical problems and recoveries. After a serious illness in 1754, Wesley went to Blackwell's country home, "The Limes" in Lewisham, to recuperate.
Spiritual Advice: The cards reveal a deep spiritual friendship. In an April 1748 letter, Wesley offered pastoral care advising Blackwell and his wife to trust in God's plan. [9]
Wesley's
letters to Ebenezer
Blackwell reveal a whole frankness, trust and friendship:
Your resolve has been
shaken a bit here
Your resolution has been somewhat shaken here; But now it seems more stable than before. Satan has really desired to have us, so that he can sift us like wheat. But our Lord prayed for us; so that the faith of a few has failed. By far the greater part of those who were tempted came out like gold out of the fire
To Ebenezer Blackwell
BRISTOL, August 23, 1739.
DEAR SIR, -- I have not had half an hour of free time to write since I
received yours of the 14th of the present day, in which the note of 15 11s was
attached.
The Captain's
[Captain James Whitefield, master of a ship, brother of George Whitefield, died
suddenly in February, 1766 at the Countess of Huntingdon's house in Bath.] to
London, as he possesses, was the happiest, so I believe it was the most useful
he ever had. Your resolution has been somewhat shaken here; But now it seems
more stable than before. Satan has really desired to have us, so that he can
sift us like wheat. But our Lord prayed for us; so that the faith of a few has
failed. By far the greater part of those who were tempted came out like gold
out of the fire.
It seems to me a
clear proof that the power of God is very much with these people, for they are
tempted in a manner seldom common to men. No sooner do any of them begin to
taste true freedom, they are shaken both within and without. Satan's messengers
surround them on all sides. Many are already expelled from home by their
parents or employers; Many expect this every day. But they count all these
things as dung and garbage, so that they can win Christ. O that if His name be
called upon us, let us have us so--I am, dear sir,
Your affectionate
friend and servant in Christ.
To Mr. Blackwell, at
Mr. Martin's house,
Banker, in Lombard
Street, London. [10]
We have not yet found
a place that will serve us to build
We have not yet found
a place that serves us to build. We have heard of several and seen some; but
all are leased lands, and I am determined to have full possession, if it is to
be obtained in Dublin; otherwise, we will have to be at the mercy of our landlord
whenever the lease is renewed
To Ebenezer Blackwell
DUBLIN, March 15,
1743.
DEAR SIR,-- I have
asked several, but I have not yet heard of any merchant like Mr. John Warr in
Dublin. A gentleman informed me this morning that there was one by that name,
but he has been dead for many years. I suppose it cannot be the same person for
whom Mr. Belchier [William Belchier was a banker at Southwark. He represented
that district in Parliament in 1747 and 1754. Wesley dined with him at Epsom on
August 13, 1759. See the Diary, iv. 349; W.H.S. IV. 67-9; and letter of April
9, 1755.] The letter is addressed.
We have not yet found
a place that serves us to build. We have heard of several and seen some; but
all are leased lands, and I am determined to have full possession, if it is to
be obtained in Dublin; otherwise, we will have to be at the mercy of our landlord
whenever the lease is renewed.
I think the
surroundings, however slightly, in these temporary matters tend to stifle and
dull the soul; and there is no remedy but continual prayer. So what but the
mighty power of God can keep your soul alive, which is all day long involved in
such a multiplicity of them. It is good that His grace is sufficient for you.
But don't you think you need to pray always? And if you cannot always say, My
hands are only occupied below, My heart is still with you, there is no longer
any reason for some time of solemn retreat (if it were possible, every day), in
which you may withdraw your mind from the earth, and till the accounts between
God and your own soul I entrust to you and to your continual protection; And I
am, dear sir,
His affectionate
servant.
I suppose my brother
will be with you almost as soon as that. [Charles Wesley was detained for a
week on health grounds, but arrived at Holyhead on 21 March.] [11]
Our number of
patients here increases every day
To Ebenezer Blackwell
BRISTOL, January 26,
1747.
DEAR SIR, — Our
number of patients here increases every day. Now we have more than two hundred.
Many already want to return the thanks, having already noticed a considerable
change for the better. But we are very much at a loss as to medicines, several
of which we should choose will not have at any cost in Bristol.
Sometimes I have been
afraid that you have suffered losses for lack of a frank recognition of the
truth: I mean in relation to the gay world. If we openly state what we approve
of, fear or shame usually worsens in them; But if we are ashamed or afraid, they
persecute us, and will be willing to motivate us both to turn us away from our
reason and religion. "I am, dear sir, your very affectionate servant.
My best regards to
Ms. Blackwell and Ms. Dewal. [Mrs. Hannah Dewal lived with the Blackwells in
Lewisham, and was one of the closest friends of John and Charles Wesley. See
the Diary of C. Wesley, ii. 170, 379-83.] I hope you strengthen each other's
hands. [12]
They will tell an
abundance of things, good or bad, about the Company
I doubt whether you
are sometimes in danger by a trap of which you are unaware: you will often meet
people who work until they are freed from all they know, and who (perhaps 'with
very good intention, but with little intelligence') will tell you an abundance
of things, good or bad, about the Company, or any member of it.
To Ebenezer Blackwell
SHEFFIELD, May 14,
1747.
DEAR LORD, — Aren't
you getting tired and fainting in your mind? Do you keep striving for mastery?
It's a good fight, although painful. Sometimes I'm afraid you'll go back before
you conquer. His enemies are many, and his strength is small. What an amazing
thing it would be, if you hold out until the end!
Your very affectionate servant. [13]
A great
and effective door is open now
To Ebenezer Blackwell
ST. IVES, July 18,
1747.
DEAR SIR,-- Are you
not yet tired and tenuous of mind, tired of trying to enter through the gate of
the straits? I hope you are not, and you never will be until you enter the
kingdom. Many thoughts of this kind are likely to arise in your heart; But you will
have the power to trample them under your feet. You have nothing to do with the
things that are behind: the prize and the crown are before you. So run that you
may obtain, desiring only to apprehend that whereby you are apprehended of
Christ Jesus.
My best wishes to
Mrs. Blackwell, who, I hope, accompanies you step by step on the way to the
kingdom.--I am, dear sir,
His affectionate
servant. [14]
I believe sometimes
you've found a little bit of that
But how soon it can
wither! It does not take root properly until we are convinced of the inner sin,
until we begin to feel all the corruption of our nature. I believe that sometimes you have encountered a little bit of that. But
you are in the hands of a good doctor; who, if they surrender to His guidance,
will not only wound but also heal
DUBLIN, August 13,
1747.
DEAR SIR, -- I HAVE
FOUND A HOME IN THIS STRANGE LAND. I am at Mr. Lunell's house as well as at the
Foundry; It's just that I don't have as much presence here, because I meet
people in another part of the city. By the natural sweetness of their temper, by
courtesy and hospitality, I have never seen anyone like the Irish. In fact,
everyone I talk to is just Englishmen transplanted to another soil; and they
are much healed by removal, having left all their harshness and ill-temper
behind.
They receive the word
of God with all joy and readiness of mind. The danger is that it will not take
deep root, that it will be like seed falling on stony soil. But isn't there the
same danger in England as well? Can't find it in London? You have received the
word with joy, and it begins to emerge; But how soon it can wither! It does not
take root properly until we are convinced of the inner sin, until we begin to
feel all the corruption of our nature. I believe that sometimes you have
encountered a little bit of that. But you are in the hands of a good doctor;
who, if they yield themselves to His guidance, will not only wound, but also
heal.
Mr. Lunell and his
family wish your best tributes to Mrs. Blackwell and to you. Your daughter can
rejoice in God, her Savior. They propose to spend the winter in England.--I am,
dear sir,
His affectionate
servant.
I can't forget Mrs.
Dewal, see it or not. [15]
Don't speak a word
against opinions of any kind
In public speaking,
do not speak a word against opinions of any kind. We must not fight against
notions, but against sins. Much less shall I advise you once to open your lips
against Predestination.
To Ebenezer Blackwell
For a Preacher
[LONDON], November, 1747.
MY DEAR BROTHER,-- In
public speaking, do not speak a word against opinions of any kind. We must not
fight against notions, but against sins. Much less shall I advise you once to
open your lips against Predestination. That would cause more problems than you
might think. [See the introduction to the March 3 letter.] To keep our only
point—the present inward salvation by faith, by the divine evidence of sins
forgiven.
Your affectionate
brother. [16]
I received
the second bill of exchange
To Ebenezer Blackwell
BRISTOL, February 2, 1748.
DEAR SIR,-- I have
received the second bill of exchange which you have been kind enough to send by
Saturday mail. As we do not intend to build immediately, [See Diary, iii. 331,
376-7n. They met on February 9 to consult on expanding and strengthening the
space at the Horse Fair. In two or three days, 230 were signed. Wesley preached
in the newly built room on September 13.] The money will be paid out before we
want it.
I don't question, but
Mrs. Dewal and you will be helpful to each other. God gave him a wise spirit;
And where that is, there will be every good and perfect present.
Poor Mr. Hall, when I
was at Salisbury, gave me a sufficient answer to those who speak of the
connection between him and us. He couldn't have made the matter clearer than by
kicking both me and my sister out of the house. [See Diary, iii. 329-30; and previous letter.]
Both in Ireland and
in many parts of England, our Lord's work is daily increasing. In Leeds alone,
the Society of one hundred and four hundred persons is increased to more than
five hundred persons. And there will be no part of the general blessing, I believe
in better things. You will fight and conquer; Raise the cross until you receive
the crown. You were both able to lift your faces to the sky; And you'll never
look back. You must strengthen each other's hands in God until you come to
Mount Zion, and to the general Church of the firstborn. "I am, dear sir,
Your most
affectionate friend and servant. [17]
God taught
both Mrs. Blackwell and you
I am
convinced that God taught both Mrs. Blackwell and you to say, 'The Lord gave,
and the Lord has taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord.' Do we not join
all these things together for good? Perhaps God has been jealous of you, so
that your heart does not incline to something of the earth.
DUBLIN, April 20, 1748...
DEAR SIR,-- I am
convinced that God taught both Mrs. Blackwell and you to say, 'The Lord gave,
and the Lord has taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord.' Do we not join
all these things together for good? Perhaps God has been jealous of you, so
that your heart does not incline to something of the earth. He will want you to
be His alone, to desire nothing but Him, to seek Him and love Him with all your
heart. And He knows what the obstacles are, and what means will be most
effective for it. Then let Him work according to the counsel of His own will.
It is the Lord! May He do what seems good.
Ah, what a pearl,
what a price so high, is the least degree of God's peace! I doubt that a little
of this is a little difference, you will find in the most difficult
circumstances. May God increase it a thousandfold in both hearts--I am, dear
sir, Your most affectionate servant, [18]
They tend
to hinder their waiting for God
The
business itself, when it comes in such a flood, must be one of the greatest
temptations, for it naturally tends to hinder your waiting for God (as you
always want to do) without distraction. And when our minds are racing, it is
almost impossible to maintain both the spirit of prayer and gratitude
To Ebenezer Blackwell
NEWCASTLE-UPON-TYNE,
14 August 1748.
DEAR SIR,--I hope you
don't get tired or faint in your mind; although there is no more to encounter a
thousand temptations. The business itself, when it comes in such a flood, must
be one of the greatest temptations, for it naturally tends to hinder your
waiting for God (as you always want to do) without distraction. And when our
minds are racing, it is almost impossible to maintain both the spirit of prayer
and that of gratitude. But still, before God no words will be impossible. He
called them by His providence to this way of life; and He is able to preserve
you in the midst of the world as well as in the wilderness. And I cannot doubt
that He will, because you seem to be aware of your danger. Walk, then, through
the fire; You will not be burned, nor will the flame be kindled over you. Come
to Jesus on the waves of the sea; The floods will not pass over you.
I have thought of
printing, on thinner paper and with a larger letter, not only all that we have
ever published, but, perhaps, all that is most valuable in the English
language, in volumes of eighty or four, to furnish a complete library for those
who fear God. I was to print only one hundred copies of each. Brother Downes
[See letter of November 7, 1751.] devoted himself to the work; so that whenever
I can get a print shop, typography, and some amount of paper, I can get started
right away. I tend to think that many would be happy to present such a project;
and if so, the sooner the better, because my life is very worn out, and I do
not know how soon the night comes when no man can work.
I commend you, and
dear Mrs. Blackwell, and Mrs. Dewal, to the grace of God; And I am, dear sir,
His brother and
affectionate servant.
I leave here on
Tuesday and propose to spend ten or twelve days in Leeds. [19]
A clear
proof of a Providence that overlaps
The fact
that any of the Methodist preachers are alive is a clear proof of a
superimposing Providence; for we do not know where we are safe. A week or two
ago, in a time of perfect peace, twenty persons attacked one of our preachers
and some who were with him, near Limerick.
To Ebenezer Blackwell
DUBLIN, July 21,
1750.
DEAR SIR, -- I HAVE
HAD SUCH A HURRIED TIME FOR TWO OR THREE MONTHS, AS SELDOM BEFORE, -- A MIXTURE
OF STORMS AND CLEAR SUNSHINE, OF ENORMOUS APPLAUSE AND GREAT OPPOSITION. In
fact, the Irish in general have no limits. I don't think there is another
nation in Europe, so
Impetuous in their
love and in their hatred.
The fact that any of
the Methodist preachers are alive is a clear proof of a superimposing
Providence; for we do not know where we are safe. A week or two ago, in a time
of perfect peace, twenty persons attacked one of our preachers and some who
were with him, near Limerick. He asked the captain what they intended to do,
who calmly replied, 'Kill you!' and thus presented a pistol, which he fired two
or three times. Mr. Fenwick [Michael Fenwick, see letter of September 12,
1755.] and then rode away. The other chased and shot after him, but could not
reach him. Three of his companions were left for dead. But some neighboring
justices of the peace did not react well; then they managed to have the
murderers captured; and it is assumed that they will be in danger of transport,
although murder is a venial sin in Ireland. "I am, dear sir. [20]
The money
you left in my hands was distributed as follows
Another poor woman,
almost naked. 0 10 0
For John Edger, a
poor weaver, unemployed. 0 5 0 To Lucy Jones, a poor orphan . . . 0 2 0 For a poor family, for food and fuel. .
0 5 0 To
Christopher Brown, out of business. 0 2 6 To an old woman in great distress. 0
2 6
Distributed among
several sick families. 0 10 0
To Ebenezer Blackwell
LONDON, February 4,
1751.
DEAR LORD, -- The
money you left in my hands was distributed as follows:
S. D.
To the Loan Money . .
. . 2 2 0
For Eliz. Brooks,
daily hoping to have
his seized goods for
rent... 1 1 0
For Eliz. A poor
widow's room) for rent. . 0 5 0 Towards Mary Middleton and
Another poor woman,
almost naked. 0 10 0
For John
Edger, a poor weaver, unemployed. 0 5 0 To Lucy Jones, a poor orphan . . . 0 2 0
For a poor
family, for food and fuel. . 0 5 0
For
Christopher Brown, out of business. 0 2 6
For an old
woman in great distress. 0 2 6
Distributed
among several sick families. 0 10 0
I am, dear sir,
His affectionate
servant. [21]
A daring beggar
I convince myself
that neither Mrs. Blackwell, nor Mr. Lloyd [Samuel Lloyd, whose name Wesley
sometimes spells 'Loyd'] or you will be missing in your offices. And will you
not advise and comfort too, who will now probably need all the help? See how
bold a beggar I am. I still cannot be satisfied without asking you to do more
for the dear sir
To Ebenezer Blackwell
BRISTOL, March 5,
1751.
DEAR LORD, -- After
an exceedingly troubled day, I arrived at Chippenham last night, twenty miles
before Bristol, and came there between ten and eleven o'clock in the morning,
at least as well as when I left London.
The note delivered to
me on Sunday evening, which said in these words: 'I am not decided to leave
London,' convinces me that I should not expect to see the author at our next
Conference. It really abandons me in my utmost need, just when the Philistines are
upon me. But I am satisfied; for I am quite sure that the Lord has not departed
from me. It's not better to let all these things sleep to let you do exactly
what you want; And not to talk about me, good or bad, about it, until your mind
is cooler and able to bear it
Your most
affectionate servant. [22]
If you never deny me
anything makes me ask for more and more
You must blame
yourself, if you never deny me nothing makes me ask for more and more. But I'm
not sure it's proper for you to comply with what I'm going to mention now. If
it is, I know you'll make it, although it's not a pleasant task.
To Ebenezer Blackwell
MANCHESTER, April 7,
1751.
DEAR LORD, -- You
must blame yourself, if you never deny me nothing makes me ask for more and
more. But I'm not sure it's proper for you to comply with what I'm going to
mention now. If it is, I know you'll make it, although it's not a pleasant
task.
Mr. Lloyd thinks it
absolutely necessary that one or two of my wife's friends should know Mr.
Blisson, and one or two of his friends, to persuade him (if possible) to give
an account of what remains in his hands. If Mr. Lloyd and you would take this
job on your own, I do not doubt that the case would end well.
So far, we have had a
very difficult but very prosperous journey. I just want more time; there are so
many cameras in various parts that I can't answer all of them between this and
Pentecostete. Oh, what a reason we have to put all our strength in! For what a
Master we serve! I trust that we should never tire of His service. And why
should we be ashamed of it
I am convinced, Mrs.
Blackwell, and you do not forget me or her, who is like my own soul. -- I am,
dear sir,
His affectionate
servant.
Please attach Brother
Armitage's letter. Frank, and send it immediately. [23]
If we only want to
help each other
However, I've done my
part, and it's just a little bit of wasted work. No, in a sense it is not lost;
For if we only desire to help one another, the willing mind cannot lose its
reward
To Ebenezer Blackwell
BRISTOL, July 3,
1751.
DEAR LORD, -- Before
leaving London, I wrote to Mr. Butterfield, [See letter of April 16, 1752.]
informing him of two families who are in great distress. As I have heard
nothing since, I suppose the letter was aborted; unless my menacing name
prevented him from succeeding. However, I've done my part, and it's just a
little bit of wasted work. No, in a sense it is not lost; For if we only wish
to help one another, the willing mind cannot lose its reward.
My brother left us on
Saturday. He planned to be in Worcester that day and then slowly head towards
Scotland. His opinion seemed to have changed completely before he left. He was
quite free and open with us, and he put a lot of pressure on us to use his home
in his absence, as if it were our own. There is a good perspective on all
sides. The people of Bristol, in general, are very much alive to God, and are
so united that men of false tongues cannot make an impression upon them.
Do you know what the
issue is with John Jones? [See letter of April 16, 1748.] I suppose he will
speak freely to you. He seems to be very disturbed by something, and I doubt he
is offended. I know, if you can get this trouble out, it will be a pleasure for
you to do so. We share well wishes to both Ms. Blackwell and you. --I am, dear
sir, [24]
Those who would have
a share of the money disposed by Mr. Butterfield
You were so kind as
to say (if I did not misunderstand) that you put Richard Ellison's name among
those who would have a share of the money disposed by Mr. Butterfield
To Ebenezer Blackwell
EPWORTH, April 16,
1752.
DEAR LORD, -- After
making a round between three hundred and four hundred miles, we came here
yesterday afternoon. [Mrs. Wesley and her daughter departed London with him on
15 March, and visited Birmingham, Manchester, and Birstall en route to Epworth.
See the Diary, iv. 12-19.] My wife is at least as well off as when we left
London: the more she travels, the better she endures. This gives us further
proof that whatever God calls us to do, He will prepare us for it; so that we
don't have to think about tomorrow. Let tomorrow think things through for
themselves. At first I was a little afraid that she did not understand so well
the behaviour of a Yorkshire crowd; But there was no trial: even the Methodists
are now at peace throughout the kingdom. It is better if they endure it as well
as they endured war. I've seen more people shipwreck their faith in a calm than
in a storm. We are prone, in sunny weather, to lie down and sleep; and that can
predict what can be done before we wake up
I hope my brother
puts all his strength between you, and that you have many happy opportunities
together. Our best service serves both Ms. Blackwell and you. We are now
touring Lincolnshire and hope to reach York in less than ten days. We have some
time to lose in this period of life -- I have, dear sir,
Your very
affectionate servant. [25]
After payment of our
printer bills
After the payment of
our printer's bills, the remaining money received from the sale of books does
not amount to one hundred pounds a year. It seems, therefore, absolutely
necessary to determine one of these three things, either to reduce the cost of
printing (which I see no way of doing except by printing myself); increase
income from books (and how it can be done, I don't know); or relinquish these
eighty-six copies [Hymns and Sacred Poems published in 1749
To Ebenezer Blackwell
NEWCASTLE-UPON-TYNE,
25 May 1752.
DEAR SIR, -- I WANT
YOUR ADVICE. T. Butts [See letter of March 27, 1751.] sends me a message that,
after the payment of our printer's bills, the remaining money received from the
sale of books does not amount to one hundred pounds a year. It seems, therefore,
absolutely necessary to determine one of these three things, either to reduce
the cost of printing (which I see no way of doing except by printing myself);
increase income from books (and how it can be done, I don't know); or
relinquish these eighty-six copies [Hymns and Sacred Poems published in 1749; a
second edition appeared in 1752. Charles Wesley, by deed, seems to have had
eighty-six copies for sale among his friends.] which are specified in my
brother's scripture, for himself, to administer them as he pleases. Now, which
of these ways, considering things, should you consider the most suitable to be
taken
I receive several
pleasant reports of the way in which God is doing His work in London; and I
hope that both Mrs. Blackwell and you will participate in the common blessing.
My wife left for Bristol last week. [See previous letter.] I hope that your
fears will prove to be unfounded, and that all your children will live to
glorify God. I heard that Anthony is already recovered.
People in all these
parts are very much alive to God, usually simple, artless, and simple-hearted.
Here I should spend most of my life, if I wanted to follow my own inclinations.
['I know of no place in Britain comparable to this place to please.' See the
Diary, iv. 323.] But I must not do my own will, but the will of Him who sent
me. I trust that it is your continued desire and care to know, love, and serve
Him. May He strengthen you both more and more in this! -- I am, dear,
His ever-affectionate
servant. [26]
If you always had one
or two faithful friends around
I am fully convinced
that if you always had one or two faithful friends around who spoke the truth
from the heart and cared for you with love, you would move quickly in the race
that is before you.
To Ebenezer Blackwell
DUBLIN, July 20, 1752
DEAR LORD, -- Finding
no ship ready to sail, either in Bristol or in Chester, we finally returned to
Whitehaven and embarked last Monday. [His wife and youngest daughter came with
him. See Diary iv. 37.] It is usually a twenty-four-hour passage; But with the
wind continuing against the whole path, we only got to this place on Friday
night. My wife and Jenny became extremely ill, especially when the sea was
rough; but a few days, I hope, will restore their strength. They are already
much better than when they landed.
Last month, a large
mob attacked the new house here and caused considerable damage. [See Diary iv.
38.] Several of the protesters were sent to Newgate. The accounts were
considered against all of them, and were judged ten days before; but, despite
the clearest evidence, a packed jury declared them 'Not Guilty'. I believe,
however, that their own apprehension and trial caused a terror in their
companions. Now we enjoy great silence and can even walk undisturbed through
the early streets of Dublin.
I pretend that my
brother did not want these copies to be transferred to him. I cannot easily
determine, until I have full information on the various details you discuss,
whether it is expedient to make such a change (though it would relieve me
greatly, or leave everything as it is. Therefore, I believe it will be better
not to take any more steps until I return to London. [In reply to the letter of
May 23, Blackwell evidently advised that Wesley should be relieved of the
management of his literary affairs.]
I am fully convinced
that if you always had one or two faithful friends around who spoke the truth
from the heart and cared for you with love, you would move quickly in the race
that is before you. I'm afraid you haven't been referred by someone who's been
in town recently; nor did this journey serve his own soul. He brought no less
indolence and gentle inactivity than he did to London. [Was this Robert
Swindells, who was in England in September, 1751, and now in Ireland? See
letter of December 20, 1751.] Oh, how far from the spirit of a good soldier of
Jesus Christ, who desires only to 'be led alive and to overcome' ['Stand firm
as an anvil when it is wounded. It's part of a great athlete to be injured (or
skinned) and conquer.' (Epistle of St. Ignatius to Polycarp, section 3.)] Our
best wishes to Ms. Blackwell, Ms. Dewal and to you. -- I am, dear sir,
Your most
affectionate servant. [27]
I wish you could
convince our friend
I wish you could
convince our friend [Charles Wesley] to share labor with me. Either way, one of
us should visit both the North and Ireland every year. But I can't do both.
Time will not be enough, otherwise I must not spare myself.
To Ebenezer Blackwell
BIRSTALL. May 28,
1753.
DEAR LORD, -- Your
speech so freely encourages me to write again. [The letter of May 16 was
received with kindness by this kind-hearted friend. See also June 27.] Ever
since I had the pleasure of meeting you, I have observed in you a true desire
to please God and to have a conscience free from offense. But at the same time,
I observed that you had many enemies. Perhaps one was a natural joy of temper,
which, though in itself highly desirable, can easily slide to an extreme. And
in this case, we know very well that it can hurt us a lot. It may be, another
obstacle in your way has sometimes been a kind of shame, which has prevented
you from performing good and praiseworthy deeds. That is not why you who have
received such blessings through the field preaching have become reluctant to
participate. But is there any end to giving in to this enemy? Won't it invade
us more and more? Sometimes I have feared that you have not advanced in this
aspect, in this aspect, in these two or three years. But the comfort is that,
in a moment, God can repair everything that is rotten in our souls and supply
what is needed. What is too hard for Him? Nothing but our own will. Let's
abandon that, and He won't deny us anything good.
I believe that the
harvest has not been so plentiful for many years as it is now throughout the
north of England; But the workers are few. I wish you could convince our friend
[Charles Wesley] to share labor with me. Either way, one of us should visit both
the North and Ireland every year. But I can't do both. Time will not be enough,
otherwise I must not spare myself. I hope my life (and not my tongue) says that
I only want to spend and be spent in the world. Our love and service always
accompany Ms. Blackwell and you. -- I am, dear sir,
Your very
affectionate servant. [28]
However, the warning
is always friendly and always appropriate
I am not aware of
myself that this is my case. However, the warning is always friendly and always
fitting, considering how deceitful my heart is and how many enemies surround me
To Ebenezer Blackwell
LONDON, June. 27
1753.
DEAR LORD, -- Your
speaking so freely imposes upon me a new obligation to speak without
reservation. Rather, you receive what is spoken in the way I wish — that is,
not so much in relation to the person who speaks, but to what is said. If there
is truth and weight in this, let it remain; If not, drop it on the floor.
Some time ago, I was
considering what you said about wanting a plan in our Societies. There is much
truth in this observation; for, though we have a plan as to our spiritual
economy (the various branches of which are particularly quoted in the Plain
Account of the People called Methodists), it is certain that we have only the
first sketches of a plan in regard to storms. The reason is that, for several
years, I had no plans to worry about storms. And when I began to do this, it
was wholly and exclusively for the purpose of relieving and not employing the
poor, unless now and then in relation to a small number; and even this I found
too great a burden for me, for it required more money, more time, and more
thought than I could devote by the total weight that was on me. If I left it to
others, it certainly came to nothing. They wanted understanding, or industry,
or love, or patience to bring anything to perfection.
So far, I have found
it necessary to explain myself in relation to the economy of our Society. I
still talk about your case, mine and some who depend on me.
I do not remember
(for I have not kept a copy of the last one) of having accused you of lack of
humility or meekness. Undoubtedly, these palaces can be found in the most
splendid palaces. But have they ever moved a man to build a splendid palace? I
don't know why you did that; but you must answer to God, not to me.
If your soul is now
so alive to God, if your thirst for pardon and holiness is so strong, if you
are as dead to the desire of the look and the pride of life as you were six or
seven years ago, I rejoice; if not, I pray to God that it can. And then you will
know how to value a true friend.
As for me, you do
well to warn me against 'popularity, thirst for power and applause, against
envy which produces an apparent contempt for the conveniences or greatness of
this life, against an affected humility, against saving of myself to give to
others for no other reason than ostentation.' I am not aware of myself that
this is my case. However, the warning is always friendly and always fitting,
considering how deceitful my heart is and how many enemies surround me.
What comes next I
don't understand. 'To see yourself in the ditch where you helped (albeit
unwittingly) to throw me, and with a Levitical piety passing on the other
side'; 'He (who) and you, sir, have no merit; although Providence allows all
these sufferings to work together for my good.' I do not understand a fine of
this and therefore cannot plead guilty or innocent.
I presume that there
are some who depend on me, who (you say) 'do not keep the commandments of God;
who show repulsion in serving and obeying; who are as full of pride and
arrogance as they are of filth and wickedness; that they do not pay lawful
debts, nor fulfill civil obligations; who make waiting at religious services an
appeal to laziness and idleness; who, after I strongly recommended them, did
not do their moral duty, but increased the number of those burdens which they
imposed on you against your will.' To this I can only say (1) I don't know who
you are talking about. I'm not sure I can even guess one of them. (2) Whoever
they were, if they had followed my instructions, they would have acted quite
differently. (3) If you tell me by name who has done so, I will renounce all
association with them. [See the May 16 and May 28 letters to him.]
Dear Sir, for the
time ahead (if you wish, we must meet), let us meet with absolute openness and
without reservation. So you'll find me and get to know me
Your very
affectionate friend and servant. [29]
The Greatest
Instruments of God's Hands for My Recovery So Far
If I write first to
my best friends, I shall not delay in writing to you, who have been the
greatest instruments of God's hands for my recovery so far
To Ebenezer Blackwell
BRISTOL, January 5,
1754.
DEAR LORD -- If I
write first to my best friends, I shall not delay in writing to you, who have
been the greatest instruments of God's hands for my recovery so far. The trip
here did not tire me in the least; but now I miss the Lewisham air. We are
(quite contrary to what I thought, but our friends here would like it) in a
cold and gloomy place, and in a very cold house. If the water from the hot well
makes up for that, that's fine. Nor do I have any place to ride beyond the
riverbank or over the hills, where the wind is ready to carry me away. However,
one thing we do know — that whatever is the best! O let us look to Him who
ordains all right! What can we do but spend all His time, whether more or less,
in doing and suffering His will? My wife lovingly joins both Mrs. Blackwell,
Mrs. Dewal, and you, with, dear sir,
His affectionate and
affectionate servant. [30]
I know that both Mrs. Blackwell and you desire to
please God in all things
I know that both Mrs.
Blackwell and you desire to please God in all things. So I know that you will
receive these tips as they are made—not as a sign of contempt, but of sincerity
with which I am
To Ebenezer Blackwell
BRISTOL, September
24, 1754.
DEAR LORD, -- Though
I hope to see you in about a fortnight, I could not be satisfied without
sending you a few lines first. Since I left London, I've had a lot of thoughts
about you, and sometimes uncomfortable ones. I have been jealous of you, lest
you properly improve the innumerable talents that God has entrusted to you; No,
I feared that your own desire to improve them would weaken rather than
stronger. If so, by what means is it to be explained What has caused this
weakness of mind That it is not partly caused by your conversing more than is
necessary (for, so far as it is necessary, it does not harm us) with men who
have no God in the world—who love, think, talk about earthly things only
partially by yielding to a false shame (and that on several occasions), which, the more you give it up, the more it
increases, and partly allowing too great a space in your thoughts and
affections, even for so innocent a pleasure as that of a garden. If it leaves
you fewer opportunities to hear that word that can save your soul, may you not
even grieve the Holy Spirit and be more of a loser than you imagine
I know
that both Mrs. Blackwell and you desire to please God in all things. So I know
that you will receive these hints as they are made—not as a token of contempt,
but of the sincerity with which I am, dear sir,
His ever-affectionate
servant. [31]
But I
can't submit to her arbitration
I can only
conjecture that his plan is never to speak to her. And I suppose that's Lady
Huntingdon's advice, because he referred me to her for an answer. But I can't
submit to her refereeing.
To Ebenezer Blackwell
KEIGHLEY, NEAR LEEDS,
APRIL 29, 1755.
DEAR LORD, -- [I am
exceedingly confused, for my brother would never give me any answer, good, bad,
or indifferent.] I don't know at all what his judgment is or what his
intentions are. I can only conjecture that his plan is never to speak to her.
And I suppose that's Lady Huntingdon's advice, because he referred me to her
for an answer. But I can't submit to her refereeing. I don't think she's a
competent judge. You love both parties in dispute; but I'm afraid it doesn't.
Another difficulty is
to appear on the opposite side. From her last letter I learn that my poor wife
has just discovered that 'carrying her to Bristol was all a trick arranged
between my brother and me to prevent her from coming to Leeds.' And where it is,
I cannot say; for she does not say a word whether she intends to stay in London
or perform. If she was willing to come, I would wish for it, even if it was
only for the sake of poor Jenny. For if anything in the world were to recover
it, it would be exercise and a change of air. But I must not press it; For FF I
did, I must hear about it the other day.
What a blessing it is
to have these little crosses, so that we can experience the spirit of who we
are! We could not live under the continuous sun. That would dry up all the
grace of God that is in us. I doubt not, but Mrs. Blackwell and Mrs. Dewal find
the upper hand in bodily weakness as well as in all other trials. Let us fight
together the good fight of faith, and stand more firmly in eternal life!
Your most
affectionate servant. [32]
Experience confirms
his advice in both directions
To Ebenezer Blackwell
REDRUTH, August 31,
1755.
DEAR SIR, --
Experience confirms your advice in both directions. On my last trip to the
North, all my patience was put to the test again and again; and all my efforts
to please, but to no avail. On my current journey, I jump as if I have broken
chains. I am satisfied with any entertainment I find, and my companions are
always in a good mood 'because they are with me.' That should be the spirit of
everyone who travels with me. If a poorly dressed dinner, or a hard bed, a poor
room, a rain, or a dusty road makes them out of a mood, it puts a greater
burden on me than all the others combined. By the grace of God, I never worry,
I don't reproach myself for anything, I'm not dissatisfied with anything. And
hearing people in my ear worrying and murmuring about everything is like
ripping the flesh off my bones. I see God sitting on His throne and ruling all
things well. Though, therefore, I can also bear this—to hear that His
government of the world is continually criticized (for, in blaming the things
which He alone can alter, we in effect blame Him); still, it is a burden to me
that I cannot bear without pain, and I bless God when it is removed.
The doctrine of a
particular Providence is what few people understand—at least, not in practice,
so much as to apply it to all the circumstances of life. This I want, to see
God acting in everything and disposing everything for His own glory and for the
good of His creatures. I hope it is your continued prayer that you may see Him,
love Him more, and glorify Him with all that you are and all that you have!
Peace be with you all! I am, dear sir,
His affectionate
servant.
I will be in or near
St. Ives until September 13th. [33]
So deep is the wisdom
of God
This incident (so
profound is the wisdom of God!) opened my way to the Mayor's family, brought me
very close to his wife, who is not easy if I do not call once or twice a day,
and alarmed the whole city with a concern for the soul that had never been seen
here before.
To Ebenezer Blackwell
ST. IVES 12 September
1755.
DEAR LORD, -- It
appears that there has been a remarkable providence [See the preceding letter
for your confidence in Providence.] in this, that Michael Fenwick [This is a
great compliment to Fenwick. The severe contempt for his vanity came later
(Diary, iv. 229, 293; vi. 279). See Wesley's Veterans, v. 193, where he spreads
a secret about Thomas Walsh (W.H.S. v. 185-6).] he was often prevented from
settling down in business because God had other jobs for him to do. He is only
obliged to travel with me, being an excellent bridegroom, watchman, nurse, and
occasionally a tolerable preacher. So far, we have had an extremely prosperous
journey: almost everything has gone exactly as we wished; and I care not for my
mind beyond what belongs properly to me—to feed and guide the flock of Christ.
Charles Perronet
being out of town last Saturday, my pacquet directed at him fell into other
hands. [To Mrs. Wesley, whose jealousy was growing.] This generated a violent
storm; for it contained a few lines which I had written to Mrs. Lefevre in
reply to a letter she had sent me the week before about Mr. Furly. So now 'the
whole intrigue has been discovered, and the reason why I address my letters to
Mr. Perronet.' What a pity! I should be happy if I had to deal with reasonable
people. But this is also for the good.
A wonderful and
strange circumstance happened here. A young gentleman, [John Knill. See the
Diary, iv. 134.] nephew of the current Mayor, started some time ago to watch
our preaching, and last week he went completely crazy. This incident (so
profound is the wisdom of God!) opened my way to the Mayor's family, brought me
very close to his wife, who is not easy if I do not call once or twice a day,
and alarmed the whole city with a concern for the soul that had never been seen
here before. I hope to send the details to Mr. Perronet in my next Diary. That
He is as wise a God as our God! I trust that you will have Him more and more in
your thoughts and in your affections. -- I am, dear sir,
His ever-affectionate
servant.
In about ten days I
hope to be in Bristol. [34]
Making professions
does not belong to me
Making professions
does not belong to me; It's quite strange for my character
To Ebenezer Blackwell
MARLBOROUGH, 1 March 1756.
DEAR LORD, -- I hope the
next letter [See the next letter, which was probably sent to Blackwell to be
forwarded to James West.] will do, for I have no more time to alter it. Making
professions does not belong to me; It's quite strange to my character. Let
those who mean nothing speak like Goneril and Regan in King Lear. [Wesley knew
Shakespeare and wrote down the beautiful fourth copy offered to him by a
gentleman in Dublin. The two unworthy daughters make great professions:
Goneril: Lord, I love you more than words can say; More dear than vision, space
and freedom. Regan: I... See that I am alone congratulated in the love of your
dear highness.] With God's help, I will do what a good subject should.
Wishing Mrs. Blackwell and
all of you health of soul and body, I am, dear sir, [35]
His affectionate servant.
Both candidates were equally acceptable to Her Majesty
Last night I wished that all the free men of our Company would meet me after the preaching, and I enlarged a little on His Majesty's character and the reasons why we spared no effort in his service. I believe that everyone who was hesitant was totally convinced. But some had absolutely promised to vote for Mr. Smith, having been confident that both candidates were equally acceptable to Her Majesty.
To Ebenezer Blackwell
BRISTOL, March 4, 1756.
DEAR LORD-- If Mr.
Spencer's election is anything important, then it was extremely ill-judged to
prevent his descent. He should have been here at all costs, if he had not been
seriously ill. His absence will probably tip the scales; and if the Jacobites
gain one member now, they will have two next time. Though there is reason to
believe that if Mr. Spencer had appeared, there would have been no opposition.
The whole city is in
confusion. What a pity there is not some way to manage elections of all kinds
without these English embittered against Englishmen and lighting fires that
cannot be extinguished in many years!
Wishing Mrs. Blackwell and
you the peace that the world cannot give, I remain, dear sir,
With all the affection. [36]
Everyone here is as safe as
if they were already in paradise
While you in England are
under I know not what apprehension, everyone here is as safe as if they were
already in paradise. We have no fortification of seaports, no military
preparations, but all is in absolute peace and security. Both the highs and the
lows seem utterly convinced that all this talk about hacking is just a trick to
get money.
To Ebenezer Blackwell
DUBLIN, April 19, 1756.
DEAR LORD, -- While you in
England are under I know not what apprehension, everyone here is as safe as if
they were already in paradise. We have no fortification of seaports, no
military preparations, but all is in absolute peace and security. Both the highs
and the lows seem utterly convinced that all this talk about hacking is just a
trick to get money. [See letters of January 10 and March 1, 4, and 14.]
I dined at Mrs. Moreland's
house last week, and promised to have tea with her tonight. She has been
present at the preaching several times and very much wants to be remembered for
Mrs. Blackwell and for you. She seems to like the gospel. It can sink even
deeper. There is nothing too hard for God.
I hope that Mrs. Blackwell
and you are getting as good as possible in these quiet days. I plan to go
directly to Cork and after two or three weeks return to the north of Ireland.
If God wills that difficult times occur between design and execution, I will go
as far as I can, and no further. But I don't think about anything the next day.
Today I am determined by His grace to do the work of Him who sent me. I find an
incentive for this; For all the people here are thirsty for the word of life.
-- I am, dear sir,
His affectionate servant.
You, in London, believe
that the danger of an invasion is over. [37]
Your freedom is the best proof of your friendship
To
Ebenezer Blackwell
NORWICH,
March 12, 1759.
DEAR SIR,-- You have
completely satisfied me about what I feared. [See the March 2 letter and
Blackwell's reply. His relations with his wife were easier for the time being.]
Currently, we are on good terms; and I am not without hope that this good
understanding will continue for some time longer. I am sure it will, if He who
has the hearts of all men in His hands sees fit for me.
You have never spoken
to me with such freedom as the one I liked. Your freedom is the best proof of
your friendship. There are not many who deal freely with me; nor, indeed, are
there many whom I would wish for, that he should not be harmed without benefiting
me. But I wish this of you; And don't doubt it, but it will benefit me, as it
has happened in the past. I do not know if in all my life I have had such a
critical job on my hands as the one in which I am now engaged. I'm trying to
gather those who once joined and then dispersed for James Wheatley. [On
November 3, 1758, Wheatley offered him the Tabernacle. Wesley preached there on
December 21 and took over the lease on the 26th. He discovered on March 7 that
'the Society, once composed of hundreds of members, was rotten to nothing.' See
the Diary, iv. 290-6, 301.] I have gathered about seventy of them and I hope
tonight to complete a hundred. But many of them have a wonderful spirit, for
they have always been accustomed to teach their teachers; so I don't know how
they endure any kind of discipline.
In Colchester, the
case is very different. About one hundred and sixty simple, upright people are
there, united with each other, who are like little children, concerned only
with the salvation of their souls. But they are too distressed for a bigger
house. What we might have done last Sunday I do not know, but that, the day
being mild, I went into the field and preached on St. John's Green. I see only
one way—to build a spacious house; And I wanted them to keep an eye on a piece
of land. It is true that they are poor enough; but if it is the work of God, He
will provide the means.
Wishing an increase
of all grace both to Mrs. Blackwell, to Mrs. Dewal and to you, I remain, dear
sir, Your affectionate servant. [38]
The humanity you have
shown
The humanity you have
shown during the short time I have had the pleasure of conversing with you in
Lewisham encourages me to trouble you with a sentence in the name of a worthy
man.
To Ebenezer Blackwell
MANCHESTER, March I
7, I 760.
LORD,-- The humanity
you have shown during the short time I have had the pleasure of conversing with
you in Lewisham encourages me to trouble you with a sentence on behalf of a
worthy man.
I am afraid that the
collector of Northwich, in Cheshire, has informed the Honourable Board that
'Mr. James Vine is a preacher in Northwich and causes disturbances in the
town.' It is true that he participates in the preaching of the Methodists; but
it is not true that he is a preacher. It is also true that the Northwich rabble
has sometimes disturbed our congregations; but here Mr. Vine was concerned only
as a sufferer, not as an actor. I know that he is a careful and diligent
officer, and a zealous lover of King George. Desiring all temporal and
spiritual blessings, I remain, sir, Your obedient servant. [39]
I hope
your lameness is over
To Ebenezer Blackwell
NEWRY, April 26,
1760,
DEAR SIR,-- I hope
your lameness is over, but not the benefit you reaped from it. May we not
observe in every trial, great or small, the hand of God. And if He sends it
sooner or longer than we want. I found the inflammation I had in my eyes last
month [The inflammation started at Warrington and 'was greatly increased by
riding forty miles with a strong cold wind exactly in my favour' to Chester.
See the Diary, iv. 373] came at the right time. The danger is that anything of
this kind will pass before the project is answered.
If Ms. Freeman [She
went with him to Dublin to see the French prisoners sent from Carrickfergus.
See the Diary, iv. 377; and letter of May 28, 1757.] should use the Lough
Neagh, or the Lough Leighs (forty miles nearer Dublin), I suppose she still
cannot determine until I can send more information. And this I cannot make of
my satisfaction until I am in the place; for, though the Lough Neagh is only
fifteen miles from here, I can scarcely find any one here who knows more of the
circumstances than if he were in the East Indies.
So far, I have had an
extremely prosperous journey. And all the fields are white for harvesting. But
the fact that the workers are few is not the only obstacle to effective
collection. Of these few, some are careless, others heavy and monotonous, and
few are of the spirit of Thomas Walsh. The closest to her is Mr. Morgan [James
Morgan. See the letters of September 2, 1758 and June 23, 1760.]; But your body
also sinks under it, and it probably won't last long.
In a few days I hope
to be at Carrickfergus, [See next letter.] and to receive from those on whose
word I can trust a full account of this celebrated campaign. I believe it will
be useful for the whole kingdom. Probably the Government will finally wake up
and be a little more prepared for the next confrontation.
When I have half an
hour to spare, I hope you will find out to me that Mrs. Blackwell and you are
not only in good health, but working harder than ever with a healthy mind, and
trampling the world and the devil under your feet. "I am, dear sir, your
ever-affectionate servant. The following week I will spend most of my time in
Sligo. [40]
I hope there are some
like that in the English Army
He cried out, 'Jesu,
Mary! We never had that thought! To burn, to destroy, cannot enter the head or heart
of a good man.' One would think that the French king sent these men on purpose
to show what officers he has in his army. I hope there are some like that in
the British Army. But I haven't found them yet
CARRICKFERGUS, May 7,
1760.
DEAR SIR,-- I can now
give you a clear and full account of the latest events of the French here; as I
am now staying at Mr. Cobham's house, under the same roof with Msgr. Cavenac,
the French Lieutenant-General. When the people here saw three large ships about
ten in the morning anchored near the town, they took it for granted that they
were English; By about eleven, the French began to land their men. The first
group arrived at the north gate between twelve and one. Twelve soldiers planted
on the wall (there were one hundred and sixty in the city) fired on them as
they advanced, wounded the General, and killed several. But when they fired
four shots, with no more ammunition, they were forced to retreat. The French
then entered the town (at the same time as another party entered from the east
end), keeping up steady fire down the street, until they approached the castle.
The English then fired heavily from the gate and the walls, killed their second
general (who had broken down the gate and departed with sword in hand), with
more than eighty men; but, having no more cartridges or any man who knew how to
manufacture them, they thought it best to capitulate. They agreed to supply
such an amount of provisions within six hours, on the condition that the French
would not plunder. But they immediately began to help themselves to meat and
drink; Having been so urgently in need that, before they landed, men were happy
to eat raw oats to sustain nature. And a few hours later, with no provisions
brought, they took everything they could find, with plenty of linen and
clothes, mainly from the houses whose inhabitants had fled. But they did not
hurt or offend man, woman, or child, nor did they do any malice out of sheer
mischief; although many of the inhabitants offended them, cursed them in the
face, and even picked up poker or other things to attack them.
I talked a lot with
Msgr. Cavenac, who speaks Latin quite easily. He is a lieutenant colonel of the
Royal Guard and a Knight of the Order of St. Louis. (In fact, all the soldiers
were chosen men recruited from the Guard, and more like officers than ordinary
men.) I found him not only a very sensible man, but also deeply instructed,
even in the religion of the heart. I asked him 'if it was true that they had a
plan to burn Carrick and Belfast.' (After one General was wounded and the other
killed, he was in charge.) He cried out, 'Jesu, Mary! We never had that
thought! To burn, to destroy, cannot enter the head or heart of a good man.'
One would think that the French king sent these men on purpose to show what
officers he has in his army. I hope there are some like that in the British
Army. But I have not yet found them.--I am, dear sir, your affectionate
servant. [41]
It's been a long time
since I saw or heard anything about you
I don't think it's been a long time since
I've seen or heard anything about you. I hope, however, that Mrs. Blackwell and
you are not only alive, but more alive than ever, seeking and enjoying
something more than King George is likely to find at his wedding or at his
coronation
To Ebenezer Blackwell
BRADFORD, July 16, 1761.
DEAR SIR,-- I don't think
it's been a long time since I've seen or heard anything about you. I hope,
however, that Mrs. Blackwell and you are not only alive, but more alive than
ever, seeking and enjoying something more than King George is likely to find at
his wedding or at his coronation. [George III married Princess Charlotte of
Mecklenburg-Strelitz on 8 September and was crowned on 22 September.] And can
you also give me a comfortable account of Miss Helena. Freeman, both about his
health and about his spirit? I often think of her, and sometimes I think of
sending another letter, even though she is already indebted to me.
Mr. Venn was so kind to
come here yesterday and spend the night with us. [This visit by Henry Venn is
not mentioned in the Diary, but another is noted on July 24. See the next
letter.] I'm a little embarrassed because of him and I hardly know how to act.
Several years before he came to Huddersfield, some of our preachers went
thither, carrying their lives in their hands, and with great difficulty
established a small, devoted Society. These still eagerly desire that they
preach there; not in opposition to Mr. Venn (whom they love, esteem, and
frequent constantly), but to provide what they do not find in their preaching.
It is a delicate point. Where there is already a gospel ministry, we do not
desire to preach; But whether we can stop preaching because one so comes later
is another question, especially when those who have awakened and been convinced
by us beg and demand our continued help. I love peace and follow it; but
whether I can buy it at that price, I really can't say.
I heard that poor Mr. Walker is almost dying. [Samuel Walker, from Truro. He died at Blackheath on the 19th.] It seems strange that when there is so much want of faithful workers, like him, they should be removed; but God's will is always the best, and what He does we will know from now on! I have been with Mr. Grimshaw, a real Israelite, for a few days. Some like him would make a nation tremble. He carries fire wherever he goes. Mr. Venn informs me that Mr. Whitefield remains very weak. [Whitefield caught a severe cold in Bristol and was discharged in March and April. He was invalid for twelve months and, with a few exceptions, forced himself not to preach. See Tyerman's Whitefield, ii. 441-3.] I had hoped when he wrote to me recently that he was regaining strength quickly. Perhaps, sir, you can send me better news about him. What need we have, while we live, to live truly--I am, dear sir, Your loving servant. If you don't feel like me writing again, you shouldn't write it yourself. For about a fortnight I shall be in or near Leeds. [42]
It is an indescribable blessing that you continue with your face turned to the sky
While you are engulfed in a
thousand temptations, and some of them the most dangerous, it is an
indescribable blessing that you continue with your face turned to heaven.
To Ebenezer Blackwell
NORWICH, August 15, 1761.
DEAR LORD,-- While you are
engulfed in a thousand temptations, and some of them of the most dangerous, it
is an indescribable blessing that you continue with your face turned to heaven.
And if you have a resolution to overcome a thousand obstacles, and to set aside
some time each day for private prayer, I doubt that you will receive all the
blessings of the gospel in this world and in the world to come.
Mr. Venn [See the preceding
letter, and that of June 22, 1763. Venn was present at the Conference in Leeds
on 10 August 1762.] And I've talked for a few hours together, and explained in
each article. I believe that there is no cause for discord, no matter the
offense, big or small. Indeed, a new subject will arise if it is sought; but it
will not be sought by me. We have amicably compromised the subject of
preaching. He is very pleased that preachers come once a month.
This story was one of those
that we clarified. But Mr. Oddie [James Oddie, one of Wesley's ablest and most
judicious preachers. He took up trade in Yarm, and married, as a second wife,
Mrs. Colbeck, of Keighley, from whom he separated in 1785. For a short time he
preached at Dewsbury in connection with John Atlay. see Diary, iv. 531; Atmore
Memorial, pp. 298-300; and letter of February 13, 1762.] (the person of whom it
has been informed) will be in town next week, and can give you complete
satisfaction about it. On this evening day I hope to be in town, and tomorrow
evening at West Street Chapel.
With sincere love to Mrs. Blackwell and Mrs.
Dewal, I am, dear sir, your very affectionate servant. [43]
Thank you for sending me the letters.
Inform me whether 'Mr.
Blackwell, an eminent banker, died at his house in Lewisham or not'
It took seven or eight
weeks before I could persuade any of our brethren in England to inform me
whether 'Mr. Blackwell, an eminent banker, died at his house in Lewisham or
not.' John Maddern was the first who occasionally told me he was alive.
DUBLIN, July 28, 1762.
DEAR SIR,-- It took seven
or eight weeks before I could persuade any of our brethren in England to inform
me whether 'Mr. Blackwell, an eminent banker, died at his house in Lewisham or
not.' John Maddern was the first who occasionally told me he was alive. Now, a
messenger of good news must be rewarded. But what can be done for this poor
man, I really cannot say. He hinted at distance, as if he was very grateful if
I was bound by his behavior. But how could I be obliged by a thousand pounds
that is not worth a groat? Therefore, I could not help advising him to abandon
the idea of being in a banker's shop; for I see no likelihood that he will
obtain the necessary guarantors. In fact, I would very much like him to be in
some kind of business, as he is capable of almost anything.
The people of this realm
were already sufficiently frightened by the disease and the Levellers, whose
plan was undoubtedly deeply rooted and extended to the entire realm. But they
broke up too soon: nothing should have appeared until a French or Spanish squadron
arrived. The nation is no longer in the same state as it was in 1641. At that
time, there were not four thousand soldiers in the kingdom: now there are
almost twenty thousand.
I hope you and yours have
escaped the general disorder or found it a blessing. It matters little whether
we escape pain or suffer it, so let it be sanctified. Without some suffering,
we should hardly remember that we are not landlords here, but only tenants at
will, capable of losing everything we have at any moment. Happy would it be if
we continually kept a vivid impression of it in our minds; then we must seek
more fervently that part which will never be taken away from us.
In two or three days, I
will probably embark to meet our brothers in Leeds. There I hope to have under
your own hand that you, Mrs. Blackwell, Mrs. Dewal, and Miss Dewal. Freeman,
you are alive in the best sense.--I am, dear sir, Your loving servant. [44]
My brother informs me that you have been so seriously
ill that your life was almost unexpected
My brother informs me that you have been so seriously
ill that your life was almost unexpected. [Blackwell lived to 1782.] I am
really apprehensive that this carriage will not cost you your life. If, after
many years accustomed to riding, you now exchange a horse for a carriage, it
cannot be that you are in good health.
To Ebenezer Blackwell
LIVERPOOL, July 14,
1764.
DEAR SIR,-- My
brother informs me that you have been so seriously ill that your life was
almost unexpected. [Blackwell lived to 1782.] I am really apprehensive that
this carriage will not cost you your life. If, after many years accustomed to
riding, you now exchange a horse for a carriage, it cannot be that you are in
good health. It is vain to wait for this. I judge your case in my own way. I
need to be on horseback for life if I want to be healthy. Every now and then,
indeed, if I could afford it, I would rest for fifty miles on a chaise; but
without riding nearly as much as I do now, I never need to seek health. [In
1772, Wesley's friends bought him a carriage 'to prevent me from riding a
horse, which I have not been able to do so well since an injury I injured
myself a few months ago.' See the Diary, v. 447.]
In the meantime, I
trust that both Mrs. Blackwell and you seek nobler health. You seem to be
filled with the spirit of love and a healthy mind. What good is everything
else, everything that passes like an arrow in the air. The arrow has been
launched! The moment is over! The millennial year rushes into view, and
eternity has arrived! [Hymns for New Year's Day. See Poetical Works of J. and
C. Wesley, vi. 14.] You don't want anything else from this world. You already
have enough, and (by God's peculiar blessing) you know you have it. But you
want a thousand times more faith. You want love; You want holiness. The Lord
God will supply all your needs with the riches of His mercy in Christ Jesus--I
am, dear sir, Your very affectionate servant. Next week, I'll turn my face to Bristol. [45]
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